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Apr. 13th, 2010 | 09:06 am

this thing makes me laugh.

i look back on what i wrote junior year and i feel like an entirely different person. 

i mean, SO much has happened just since august, when i last posted. i'm still the same, but i feel different, too. it's weird. i'm growing up. boo. haha. 
i'm in the pledge process of a super awesome sorority :) i can't really say much more though.
classes are rough, but i'm making it. i hope. i'm writing this now instead of sitting in my Hindu class, cause i overslept since i stayed up late reading for that very class. ironic? yes. very bad? double yes. i'm about to email the TA......
i have a wife. she is a dur dur. and we're not gay. just facebook official. it's legit.
i don't have a boyfriend.. and i'm not going to go into detail, cause there are too many to list haha. but.. i am talking to someone at the moment, and neither of us is sure where it's going to go.. but i guess if we just roll with whatever happens, we'll be fine. 
i'm learning who is true and who is not. 

i better go. lots to get done today! :]

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hey hey ♥ ♥ ♥

Aug. 7th, 2009 | 01:08 am

random thoughts since im bored. laaaaaaame.

i got my parking pass in the mail today? cool.

i don't know where the money to pay rent is coming from... even cooler

i'm glad i forked over the $18 to buy gossip girl season one. keeps me occupied.

charlotte is crazy hilarious and jocey just might be the cutest baby on the planet ("wooooaaaahhh")

this year is gonna be interesting, i can feel it

gossip girl gave me some great advice today... if you want things to get better with someone you have to speak up and be balls honest about it... and even if people get pissed, the dust will have to settle at some point and all will be well again....although this is pretty obvious, im not sure why its such an astounding revelation to me

im kinda just going through the motions every day till jmu time. sucks. LIVE IT UP WHILE YOU CAN, WE ALL LOSE IN THE END

yeah i just randomly quoted cobra starship, sue me.

actually dont... i don't need another thing to pay for

i should practice my music... but i kinda dont care... hahaha

watch me be mad when i don't have a spot. i like how cavalier i am until the thing i dont care about happening happens and then its a whole different story

we got a new dining hall at jmu and can i just say the pics of it look completely bitchin and i am so stoked to eat there

speaking of food, try a dreamsicle float. orange soda + vanilla ice cream = heaven

speaking of food also, i need to stop eating so much lol

a friend on facebook JUST put up macy's pics... and i wanna go back to nyc SO BAD!!!!! love that place. if only it weren't 10 hours from here...

im sleeping on a futon that is not very comfy

this is getting long. i should go. and im pretty sleepy. yeeaaahhhh. have a great day! or night!

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haha so much sarcasm.... its awesome

Jul. 12th, 2009 | 05:05 pm


i neeeed a liiiiiife

How many people did you kiss this month?
hahaha. nine. ....i mean none.

Will you be single over summer?
so far, so good.

Are you comfortable with your height?
sure thing

Has anyone said they loved you today?
the parents

What color are your jeans?
not wearing jeans but if i were they'd be blue

Would you marry for money?
yes. because i'm totally shallow like that

Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
side!! on top is too messy

Was last night enjoyable for you?
no? it wasn't bad though

How late did you stay up last night?
like way late

Would you rather have long or short hair?
i like it long

Are you an aunt or uncle?
3 times. my bros be hoes.
(kidding.... they better not make me an aunt for a LOOOONG time)

Is your heart broken right now?
it's ok....

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
oh i was asleep. one of my only days off, you can bet your butt i was in bed then.

Who was the last to comment you?
i have no idea... i think it was kerry

What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
being off for another day!!!

Are you a heavy sleeper?
apparently so. like, susan called me and asked me to come to the hall door for her. so i did. and then i went back to sleep. and when i woke up, she was like "what took you so long getting to the door?" and i was like "uhh... when did i do that??"

creeeeeppppyyyyy.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yes because it was the first time i kissed him

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
duh. one reason i want to live there.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
voicemail

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
tomorrow?

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
which friend? i've shared a bed many a time. (if that doesn't scream WHORE, i don't know what does...hahahahaha)

Where was your default picture taken?
baaaand prom

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 36 hours?
yes... i DO work at a day camp with 5 year olds

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
chyeah

What's the worst place you've woken up at?
awkwardly positioned on a bus? class??

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
NO

Do you trust all of your friends?
psht no. there are only a few who can make it through life without shit talking.... i just don't know how they do it. shit talking is soooooooo much fun. i love bringing people down. in fact, i'm going to teach the girls in my future classes how to shit talk properly.

Is there someone you want to fight?
no. i'd lose

Have you ever touched a dead body?
of a worm...squid... not human. i could if i switched my major though haha

Do you do the dishes for fun sometimes?
definitely. "sorry guys, got a new bottle of dawn tonight... go drink your bacardi and think of me"

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
no no no and no

Do you think you'll be married in five years?
shut up i have no idea

Do you hate being alone?
not always

Did you ever slam a door on someone?
hahaha yes.... i don't get mad a lot, but when i do... its fierce

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
when am i not smiling?

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
seriously? stop asking these "tell me your future" questions

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
i've got these elements of myself that will always be the same,... but some things have changed

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
my mommy. we were discussing self-righteous people and how they're usually baptist. hahaha

Are you good at giving directions?
i'm good at following directions... giving them? not so much. its cool that i'm gonna be a teacher......

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
celery? i dunno, not a huge fan of pb

Can you successfully blow up a balloon and tie it?
OMG YES!!!!!!!!!! *rolls eyes*

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
i think i read for a little bit

What was the last thing you bought?
shampoo, body wash, a loofa, anti frizz serum.... cuz i was dumb and left all my shower stuff at the lake.

Can you whistle?
chyup

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raaaaandom

Jun. 26th, 2009 | 12:06 am
mood: contemplativecontemplative

my room is a complete disaster. and someone stole my fan and knocked over my cart that's chock full of lotions and makeup and extra shower crap... so its like a million times worse in here! and i haven't used my fan in a few weeks cuz it really hasnt been that hot in here, but now that i noticed its gone, i want it. hahaha. i wonder how long its actually been gone..... lol

i love how distressed i am over this. oh well... better than being worried about other shizz. worse shizz. ya know?
marley & me is so cute but SO SAD!
i still love my job. i had to help teach the 3rd-5th graders on tuesday and they were terrible! there were just so many.... it made me appreciate my kindergarteners A LOT more :) ...the girl who was mainly in charge is really the 3 & 4 yr old teacher, but she was filling in. and she didn't have anything planned... i was like shit, if i'd known that, i would've come up with some things to do!! lordy. it was an interesting day.

tomorrow is WATER DAY! the day when little kids get to slide down the magical slippery slide of DOOM. (i'm for real... one kid did like a superman/bellyflop the other day and we all thought he was going to land on his head)

yay work. i've been looking for a new phone. this time on verizon! whaaaat?? yeah. i can upgrade, but dad doesnt wanna do the 2 year contract anymore... just month by month. so finding a cheap phone kinda sucks. especially since i don't really neeeeeeed one... hahaha. its between the env2 and the samsung glyde. cuz they're cheap...ish... ok not really. $150 for a used phone is kind of a lot to fork over. even if its a super cool phone. which is why i will just debate all summer and then by the time school starts, i'll have used up all my money for books. and the townhouse.

all my money. psht. like i've got sooOOoooOOoo much to work with. hehe. i guess if i want to continue making money, i should get some sleep seeing as i have to be up in 6 short hours. boooo!

its weird how one little glimpse into your past can really hit you and make you realize just how much you've changed in time...

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life.

Jun. 18th, 2009 | 09:38 pm
mood: restlessrestless
music: They Weren't There- Missy Higgins

i'm just gonna say that this summer has not been dull. hah.
i really like my new job :) ...even though today was an off day for everyone and the kids were HORRIBLE! well... one. and of course that ONE problem child put everyone else in grumpy moods. so needless to say, i was reaaalllyy glad to go home. those kids are lucky they have cuteness on their side :)
i really wanna learn piano this summer... but seeing as how ours SUCKS, i don't think its possible. maybe i'll find some time when i'm back at school?
also... there's a situation i got myself into and i'm just really uneasy about it all... so any prayers/well wishes would be much appreciated :)
i'm not full out freaking out quuuite yet. its like my job requires me to be paying attention to the kids all 9 hours of the day, so i don't think about it much. and i guess even after just 3 days of work, i've managed to put it in the back of my mind. hence the weird calm i've been experiencing. i know im not dealing with it, but then again, how am i supposed to??


i think i get paid tomorrow? and i'm babysitting char and jocey :) it better be a good day!!

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sure?

Jun. 13th, 2009 | 02:05 pm
mood: indifferentindifferent

meh, people can suck it. if you have a problem with me, tell me!!! i'll never be able to guess/read your mind and fix things. if not... i don't care. i'm not gonna waste my time caring about something that may or may not be.

the end. have a great day!!
and this isnt directed toward any one specific person... just a general rant that was on my mind and i needed to get off my chest :)

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btw

May. 26th, 2009 | 01:47 pm

prop 8 is upheld, wtf??

what a sad world we live in.

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sssssuuuuuuuummmmmmmmeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr... all was golden in the skyyyyy :]

May. 26th, 2009 | 01:01 pm
music: How Do You Sleep--Jesse McCartney

here's a real post... hah. (but the movie DID make me happy... it was soooooo goooood!!!!!)

the past few weeks have been filled with randomness. bumming it at home mostly (cuz the cars are limited here... therefore i'm the one that's stuck at home... lord help me if an emergency happens and i need to leave...)
also hanging with friends... and cousins... and out of town friends :) :)
and we can't forget the babysitting. jocelyn is 10 months old and holy crap she is adorable. she was teething the whole week i watched her though. yay for motrin. lol ...and charlotte who's almost 4... "miss amanda, jocie's a baby and babies can't talk" ...thank you char XD
i got a real job but it doesn't start till june 15 :)
i'm going to richmond june 7-12, coming home for a day or mooching off people i know over there and then seeing jmu friends and then starting work!
its weird b/c graduation is next friday! i can't believe its already been 2 years... and that soon i won't be the only kid in college... which reminds me... my phone plan is going to die soon. hahaha. new phone YAY!!!!! ...actually not. but at least i'll get free mobile to mobile with alltel people AND verizon ones now!

ok talking about the phone thing lasted too long. my mom didn't think i would be ok with driving to charlottesville by myself... she kept saying when WE leave WE need to do this... i was finally like MOM I AM 20 I WILL BE FINE!!!! its not even dark. jeeeeeeeeez.

it was boring to the extreme though. radio sucks. hah. trying to sing to rap just doesn't work :(

i'm off to call tes about doing a one day observation... yeah i do have summer homework. at least it should be fun :)

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sure

May. 26th, 2009 | 01:00 am
music: "Come Around" --Rosi Golan

i'm kind of sad. maybe its this neverending bout of PMS i'm dealing with... maybe its me overthinking things. maybe its me finally realizing things about people. i dunno. whatever the cause, i feel sad. and that's all i have to say. no novel explaining why tonight.

going to watch meet the robinsons now. hopefully it will cheer me up.

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oh baby, oh baby

May. 12th, 2009 | 11:45 am

im updating right now with a 3 month old on my bed :)
he is SO SO SO CUTE!!!! he's telling me about life right now. its going pretty good for little noah :)
he really enjoys the fan. hah.
i want one!!!! just not for at least 5 more years... and maybe a husband added into that mix... lol
richmond was so fun, i've basically spent a majority of my summer there...granted its only been 4 days... hahaha
gotta go, baby's getting mad
:]

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